Hi everyone! I just thought that I would pop by to type a few things going on in my head now. Oh and I think you'd like to know that the voice in my head as I am typing this is in a British accent - sounding eerily like Zoella -, so whatever I'm typing may not sound exactly like me even though I'm typing it. Does it even make any sense?
But anyway, as you can see from the title up there, I want to talk about the idea of being materialistic. It just popped in my head and I really want to write something about it. If you have known me since Secondary School and and haven't seen me very much these days in JC, you would probably feel like I've changed quite a bit if you were to meet me now. I feel like I've become more materialistic and vain and I don't know, sassy and bold. I'm not entirely sure if this is who I want to be, or who I really am, or whether this is just a phase I'm going through. But recently I've been watching a lot of Zoella (hence, the British accent which is still going on in my head and I think i am actually typing like her even though I'm not her. I don't even understand what that sentence was) so I have been exposed to many beauty products (and may I add, really expensive beauty products) and things like bathbombswhich I never knew existed. I'm not too sure if this is a good change or a bad one, because I am glad that I know more about beauty and fashion and all, but this also made me really conscious about the things I own and I find myself wanting to get things I didn't think of getting before. For example, I remember how I loved my laptop so much when I first got it because it can freaking do a yoga bend and get it into a tablet kind of arrangement and it has a touchscreen display which I thought was really cool. However nowadays I keep finding myself wanting something more like a Macbook although my laptop isn't dying (pretty far from it, apart from the charging scare which happened last year. But it's all fixed) and it is in extremely good condition.
Makeup now is also becoming one of my interests, and I know this sounds like I'm going off on the wrong track but... Yes. I find myself noticing more brands whenever I go window-shopping and things like that. Not very sure why, because I don't use them and I know An isn't very supportive of me using them (hehe).
So I'm dubious about what's happening to me right now and I'm curious if this has ever happened, or is currently happening to you right now! Pleaseeeee let me know because I'm really afraid that I have changed as a person, and this change seems like it's not verypleasant (is this the word? I hope you know what I mean).
Yes, I sound very much like Zoella now and I do have her voice stuckinmyhead.
Hi everyone! I just thought that I would pop by to type a few things going on in my head now. Oh and I think you'd like to know that the voice in my head as I am typing this is in a British accent - sounding eerily like Zoella -, so whatever I'm typing may not sound exactly like me even though I'm typing it. Does it even make any sense?
But anyway, as you can see from the title up there, I want to talk about the idea of being materialistic. It just popped in my head and I really want to write something about it. If you have known me since Secondary School and and haven't seen me very much these days in JC, you would probably feel like I've changed quite a bit if you were to meet me now. I feel like I've become more materialistic and vain and I don't know, sassy and bold. I'm not entirely sure if this is who I want to be, or who I really am, or whether this is just a phase I'm going through. But recently I've been watching a lot of Zoella (hence, the British accent which is still going on in my head and I think i am actually typing like her even though I'm not her. I don't even understand what that sentence was) so I have been exposed to many beauty products (and may I add, really expensive beauty products) and things like bathbombswhich I never knew existed. I'm not too sure if this is a good change or a bad one, because I am glad that I know more about beauty and fashion and all, but this also made me really conscious about the things I own and I find myself wanting to get things I didn't think of getting before. For example, I remember how I loved my laptop so much when I first got it because it can freaking do a yoga bend and get it into a tablet kind of arrangement and it has a touchscreen display which I thought was really cool. However nowadays I keep finding myself wanting something more like a Macbook although my laptop isn't dying (pretty far from it, apart from the charging scare which happened last year. But it's all fixed) and it is in extremely good condition.
Makeup now is also becoming one of my interests, and I know this sounds like I'm going off on the wrong track but... Yes. I find myself noticing more brands whenever I go window-shopping and things like that. Not very sure why, because I don't use them and I know An isn't very supportive of me using them (hehe).
So I'm dubious about what's happening to me right now and I'm curious if this has ever happened, or is currently happening to you right now! Pleaseeeee let me know because I'm really afraid that I have changed as a person, and this change seems like it's not verypleasant (is this the word? I hope you know what I mean).
Yes, I sound very much like Zoella now and I do have her voice stuckinmyhead.
Situated in the sunny island of Singapore, Jolene recently (is 2 years considered recent?) graduated from university and is now working in a job she never expected herself to hold. Besides having frequent quarter-life crises, she also indulges in video games, anime, and aesthetic korean girls documenting their life in vlogs.
Although not as eloquent with words, she still aims to try her best to bring across her thoughts to the Internet.
