Am I happy with my choice? Yes... and no. Doubt and uncertainty started to set in once I hit the button. Am I really sure that I chose the best option? What if the other one was better? Aren't I just throwing the opportunity that I'd worked so hard for, away? Then I started feeling dread when I thought about the people around me showing their disapproval.
... And then I stopped.
I don't live to please anyone and everyone. My life... is mine to live. Even though I may have upset so many people, if they are supportive - if - they would feel genuinely happy for me. And not put their own selfish desires before them and urge me to go for a choice that they would benefit from.
Am I happy with my choice? Yes... and no. Doubt and uncertainty started to set in once I hit the button. Am I really sure that I chose the best option? What if the other one was better? Aren't I just throwing the opportunity that I'd worked so hard for, away? Then I started feeling dread when I thought about the people around me showing their disapproval.
... And then I stopped.
I don't live to please anyone and everyone. My life... is mine to live. Even though I may have upset so many people, if they are supportive - if - they would feel genuinely happy for me. And not put their own selfish desires before them and urge me to go for a choice that they would benefit from.
Situated in the sunny island of Singapore, Jolene recently (is 2 years considered recent?) graduated from university and is now working in a job she never expected herself to hold. Besides having frequent quarter-life crises, she also indulges in video games, anime, and aesthetic korean girls documenting their life in vlogs.
Although not as eloquent with words, she still aims to try her best to bring across her thoughts to the Internet.
